Good Friday

I have written and stated on many occasions, “you cannot die nicely, or tidily nailed to a cross.” That is why the Romans used crucifixion as a means of inflicting the death penalty. If you are wearing a cross on a chain around your neck, or maybe pinned to your clothing; maybe you have one hanging on a bedroom or lounge wall. Have a close look – many worn round the neck have no figure, and many we hang on our wall and in our churches, while embodied, the body is of a dead Jesus, not a dying Jesus. Our profession of faith proclaims. “dying you destroyed our death”; it was Jesus dying on the Cross that effected this, not Jesus dead!  You cannot die nicely through crucifixion – and that is precisely why the Romans chose the method. Golgotha was a rubbish dump and with Jewish strict laws on purity, what better place to set up crucifixion pylons.  Jesus was stripped naked, again a huge insult to Jewish rules of purity – a grown man naked in public was reprehensible. Both actions, on their own, would have deterred family and close friends from gathering – the intention being that the person died in gruesome agony alone. I remember the brilliant lines of W.B.Yeats at the end of his poem ‘The Circus Animals’ Desertion’:

I must lie down where all the ladders start. In the foul rag-and-bone shop of the heart

The artwork I have chosen is by the Russian realist painter Nikolai Ge (1831 – 1894). A copy hangs in Museum d’Orsay in Paris. The first version of the canvas was written in 1892,  and the viewer is confronted with oppressive and hopeless emotions. Probably it is difficult to underestimate the hopelessness and complete despair of the last moments of the life of Jesus and his death, which, would have been unbearably painful. Nothing can be done when the body is nailed to the cross and hangs on it. Paying attention to the face, one can see how the death throes distorted the face and a death painful cry came from the mouth.  Note, as symbolically and indifferently depicted, apparently one of the “executioners”, that in the background, having done their work, simply indifferently went about his business.

The work was considered shocking and near-blasphemous and Tsar Alexander ordered it to be withdrawn from the 22nd exhibition of the Itinerants where it was shown for the first time.

The poem is by the priest/poet Malcolm Guite, titled “Jesus Dies on the Cross

The dark nails pierce him and the sky turns black
We watch him as he labours to draw breath
He takes our breath away to give it back,
Return it to it’s birth through his slow death.
We hear him struggle breathing through the pain
Who once breathed out his spirit on the deep,
Who formed us when he mixed the dust with rain
And drew us into consciousness from sleep.
His spirit and his life he breathes in all
Mantles his world in his one atmosphere
And now he comes to breathe beneath the pall
Of our pollutions, draw our injured air
To cleanse it and renew. His final breath
Breathes us, and bears us through the gates of death

Holy Thursday

The liturgy of Holy Thursday evening presents us with something of a conundrum, namely where is our focus?  Do we focus on the foot washing or do we focus on the institution of the Eucharist?

As a growing young boy, I have no memory of the foot washing ritual as being a significant feature of the liturgy of Holy Thursday. I do have strong memories of the ritual of the procession after communion to what was known as the “altar of repose”.

(Somewhat intriguingly the account of the foot washing occurs only in the Gospel of St. John – if it was such an important event why do not all the Gospel writers record the event?)

The Gospel of St. Mark recounts for us with simple drama the events of that night in the upper room, “While they were eating, Jesus took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to his disciples, saying, ‘Take it; this is my body.’ Then he took a cup, and when he had given thanks, he gave it to them, and they all drank from it. ‘This is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many,’ he said to them.” (Mark 14: 22 – 24).

What is given to those present is ‘bread broken’ and ‘blood poured out’.

We, in turn, have worked tirelessly for generations to put together the broken, poured out Saviour.

I am always somewhat intrigued by the juxtaposition that occurs when small groups gather for a liturgical rite known as Exposition and Adoration of the Blessed Sacrament. The consecrated host is removed from the Tabernacle and placed in a receptacle known as a monstrance. In days past, such receptacles were very elaborate in their design (on many occasions laden with gold and precious stones.) The monstrance is then placed on the altar and individuals and/or groups spend time kneeling and/or sitting in prayer.

Frequently there is, in the same physical space where the monstrance sits, a crucifix – a cross bearing the bruised, battered, and broken body of Jesus. There is already, in our Churches, an opportunity to Adore the Blessed Sacrament, namely the person of Jesus nailed to a tree – “this is my Body broken for you; my Blood shed for you.”

I have often asked myself the question, “why do we need to expose the Blessed Sacrament, when, in fact, that same Blessed Sacrament is already exposed for us in the image of bruised, battered, broken body of the crucified Word made flesh? “

Feast of the Body and Blood of Christ

Is it by chance that we celebrate the feast of the Body and Blood of Christ on the Sunday immediately following the feast of the Trinity?

Maybe there is something more to it?

There is a famous icon written by the Russian iconographer Andrei Rublev. It is known as the icon of the Trinity.

The icon’s original title was “The Hospitality of Abraham” and was written in 1411. The story of Abraham and Sarah’s generous hospitality to three visitors who came to them by the oaks of Mamre is told in Genesis 18.

An examination of this icon suggests (to me at least) that there is an intimate relationship between the Trinity and Eucharist.

As the icon is written, the three persons are seated around a table in an attitude of harmony and peace; the very lines of the icon create a circle within which the unity of the persons, the manner of their presence to one another, is visible.

At the focal point of the icon there is a cup between them on the table. It is a wonderful use of symbol and suggestion.

The Trinity hints at the Eucharist.

It is as if the divine persons were saying: be one with one another as we are one. (See John 17:21) To make the invitation even clearer, there is an empty place at the table.

We are being invited and drawn into the inner life of the Trinity, to sit at that empty place at God’s table. Jesus is the way; the Spirit is the inner urge to move that way.

“No one can come to the Father unless the Father draw them” (Jn 6:44). Commenting on this in the fifth century, St Augustine wrote: “He did not say lead, but draw. This ‘violence’ is done to the heart, not to the body…. Believe and you come; love and you are drawn”.

Trinity Sunday

Once an earnest young man approached the Zen master and said, “Tell me what God is like.”

“Do you see the sun?” the Master began.

The young man raised his eyes towards the sky, but the Master said, “No, do not look at the sun or you will damage your eyes. Instead, hold out your arm and roll up your sleeve.” The young man did as he was directed.

“Do you feel the sun?” asked the Master.

“I do,” nodded the young man, somewhat mystified.

The Master left him.

The Cloud of Unknowing is a fourteenth century book by an unknown English author.

In the book the descriptive phrase is used, “the work of love”, as the individual’s search for their God.

The author writes “For silence is not God, nor speaking; fasting is not God, nor eating; solitude is not God, nor company; nor any other pair of opposites. God is hidden between them and cannot be found by anything your soul does, but only by the love of your heart. God cannot be known by reason, nor by thought, caught, or sought by understanding. But God can be love and chosen by the true, loving will of your heart.”

Maybe, Trinity Sunday is a reminder to us to find God, “hidden between them”!

The author of the First Letter of St. John writes bluntly, “God is love, and those who abide in love abide in God, and God abides in them.” (1Jn 4: 16).

In A.A. Milnes’s book called “Winnie the Pooh, Piglet asks, “how do you spell love?”, to which Pooh replies, “You don’t spell it, you feel it!”

Trinity Sunday is a day to forget the ‘spelling’ and enjoy the ‘feeling’!